Changes.

My oldest, JT, graduated in 2013. He attended DMACC in Ankeny for two years, living with us, and driving to his classes. He worked out at his Grandpa's farm on his 'off' time. He moved out on August 1, 2015. Not going to lie, I loved having him stay with me for two more years. On Monday, he began his journey at Iowa State University majoring in Agronomy. He is living with four other guys in a great house off campus. He's moving on. I know I'm supposed to be able to let him go. At his age, I was MARRIED and PREGNANT with him!!! I guess time marches on, with or without my permission. 

My Ben, last Thursday, started DMACC in Boone. He, too, is commuting. I am thankful he hasn't left me! His classes this semester are over by 12:15 pm. He lives with us, and is working a lot at Casey's General Store two blocks from our house. He's not entirely sure what he wants to do yet, but he's getting his gen eds out of the way in the cheapest way he can...which is smart!! 

My Levi, started 7th grade. He's in the "Big Building"...and Mommy is freaking out. He's doing good. I know he is...so, anyone...why am I so damned emotional? This year has been so darn hard on me??

I always try to find the positives in my posts. Right now...even though I know there are TONS of positives, I just want to find a time machine and throw me back about eight or nine years, knowing what I know now, and just throw my arms around them and never let them go. I have a feeling I'm not alone. 

To all my friends who are 'adjusting' right now, like I am...we'll get through this. Love you all.